shins

Thu, 11 Dec 2008 01:19:00 GMT

i wish i could focus on more than one thing at once. i wish i had friends. i wish i was healthy. i wish i had a job. i wish i was on track to graduate. i wish i felt secure. i wish i knew what to do. i wish i could be happy.

i let everything fall by the waist side in hopes of balancing my life back out and becoming a better person and now all i want is to have it all back. im completely out of balance and i feel uneasy and i absolutely hate it. i just want to get something right for a change.

wah wah wah.

Tue, 28 Oct 2008 02:16:13 GMT

i had a fucking breakdown in the mall parking lot today but my sister showed up and she knocked some sense into my stupid little brain. i loved everything she said and i really do love her to death no matter how much stress her over achieving ass adds to my life. im about to get back on track healthwise and im going to work my ass off at my new school and not give a fuck about what anyone thinks or what i assume they think.
everything is going to be a okay.

Fri, 20 Jun 2008 16:47:03 GMT

i lost 21 pounds say whaaaaaaaaat

Fri, 13 Jun 2008 12:27:31 GMT

i absolutely hate females

Wed, 05 Sep 2007 02:11:37 GMT

i believe i just started my third week of school. ive yet to be absent OR tardy, and i havnt missed one assignment. today i finished my third haircut in cosmetology and tomorrow is my first day of work at quiznos. it feels so good being on track and having no distractions. i love all the new things im doing with my time when i was always afraid i couldnt handle change. i love the people who have ended up closest to me. i love the weekends, whether they're the same old shit, or full of drama, because they're always spent with such great people. if i get perfect attendance and A's on my first report card my mom offered to buy me an ipod. noooo problemo. ;)

Mon, 23 Jul 2007 00:59:45 GMT

i fucked up

Wed, 06 Jun 2007 04:41:04 GMT

IM SO HAPPY :D

Fri, 25 Aug 2006 03:14:28 GMT

dont you feed me lines about some idealistic future
your heart wont heal right if you keep tearing out the sutures